limassol CYPRUS 2016
limassol CYPRUS
GSO Stadium / august 2016
guest artists
lia haraki
arianna marcoulides
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lia haraki
DAY 1
AFTER THE PRACTICE
DAY 2
DAY 3
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arianna marcoulides
18th july 2016
19th july 2016
20th july 2016
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guy cools
Rewriting Limassol
July 2016
Limassol – Vienna
sunday, july 17th 2016
First Letter
Dearest Lia,
Dearest Lin,
Dearest Arianna
I decided I will write you each day a letter – from tomorrow on, at the same time that you will be practicing. The distance of Rewriting Distance is now a concrete one between Limassol and Vienna but hopefully, this writing – this ‘correspondence’ as Ingold would call it, will weave some sentient lines between the four of us, which eventually might also include the audience on Friday and Saturday.
I will start today with my memories of previous visits to Limassol, but later on in the week, the writing will hopefully also get more actualized by your everyday practice.
Walking is so much a part of the Rewriting Distance practice. It was and is its original score, the point of departure of Lin and I coming together, repeating the distance between Antwerp and Montreal.
Also in Limassol, my strongest memories are walks along the seaside, which I would share with a lot of locals. Whenever I would return to Limassol, I would repeat the same walking routine. In the mornings, often very early, I would walk from Annie’s apartment, down the street to the sea and at the Catholic Church I would turn left and walk along the seaside towards the tourist area. I remember the terrace where you will perform on, as somehow marking the halfway point of my morning walks; a border between the reality of the town and the illusions of the tourist district.
In the late afternoon or evening, I would repeat the walk but now I would turn right at the church and join a legion of citizens promenading between the sea and the park, where street cats and children would play or hide for shadow between the toys and the sculptures.
There is something very powerful, walking the edge of land and water, especially on an island – but even in my hometown Antwerp, I would experience this, when I went on my Sunday walks along the river, the Schelde. Being grounded in the fluidity of waves and tides.
It feels symbolic that it is my foot being infected that prevents me of joining you, keeping me home, at a distance. It is my right foot, of my shorter leg, which would float in the air until I started wearing shoe elevations. The foot that until now got less injured than the right one, who was always more grounded but also more at risk. The infection happened between the fire toe and the air toe (I hope Lin will still be able to guide you through my yoganidra of the elements) and although like any injury when it happens, it is disturbing in the moment, I do feel that it is part of larger cycle of healing, through ‘controlled poisoning’. I intend to do some reading on the ‘feet’ in order to deepen my understanding this week and if I discover anything, I will share it with you.
So my proposal to you is to read my daily letters before you start the practice as a way of me being present at a distance. And if it is not too much work, maybe you can type out the writing you do after the practice and send it to me on a daily basis as well, so that we all stay connected through our lines of correspondence.
I reread this morning The Author in Truth in which Helen Cixous discusses the Brazilian writer Clarice Lispector. I like to quote the last lines of that essay as a way to conclude this first letter:
Sometimes one has to go very far.
Sometimes the right distance is extreme remoteness.
Sometimes it is in extreme proximity that she breathes.
Have a great start of the practice tomorrow. I wish I was there but then I am there. And greet the sea from me.
Warm embraces,
Guyx
monday, july 18th 2016
Rewriting Limassol
Second Letter
Dear all,
It feels you have found the right place: a terrace between land and sea; another horizon-tal line to be inhabited and moved by the ‘vertical horizons’ of your bodies. And the right time: it must be wonderful to go there as early as 5am, in the morning. Has the sun already risen? Or are you watching that as well?
My foot is healing well, everyday a bit less swollen. It only feels the antibiotics they gave me are very strong and are interfering with my digestion, so I have to be careful with what I eat and drink a lot of water.
Before I received Lin’s writing after the first practice, I was staying with my own physical sensations and thoughts. I was rereading a chapter on the symbolism of the human body in the Jewish-Christian traditions: how the injury of the foot from Oedipus, Achilles over Jacob to Marie Magdalena is the image of the transformation from ‘red man’ to ‘green man’, incorporating the feminine into the male. This is where I am still today on my journey; in-between red and green; while the three of you are exploring blue ‘the balance of betweening’.
Because of that blue, I am reminded of a book which Lin recommended to me many years ago: The Anthropology of Turquoise – Reflections on Desert, Sea, Stone and Sky by Ellen Meloy. I pick it up from my library and reread the passages that I marked when I first read it:
“The Icelandic word for blue and black is the same, one word that fits sea, lava and raven.” (p. 12)
and
“It seems as if the right words can come only out of the perfect space of a place you love.” (p. 15)
and
“For me the bond between self and place is not conscious – no truth will arrive that way – but entirely sensory.” (p. 216)
and
“A labyrinth has rhythmic paths to its centre.” (p. 90)
‘A stain in the concrete that looks like a labyrinth.’ I feel that in my labyrinth, I had to stay home this week – browsing my library intuitively in response to your physical explorations of ‘vertical horizons’, while continuing to listen to the sensations of my own body.
I pick up another book which I bought second hand and haven’t read yet: Exploring the labyrinth. A guide for healing and spiritual growth by Melissa Gay West. On the cover is a woman walking the ‘rhythmic path’ of a labyrinth drawn in the sand of a beach, close to its shore line. A previous reader made only one comment in the margins of the book: “Labyrinth is a heart thing – Maze is a head thing.”
Before dialoguing with Lin’s writing, I was also revisiting some writing about walking, amongst others the chapter on ‘walking’ in Histoires des Gestes: how ‘walking is a perceptive dialogue with the ground’; ‘how it is at the same time an act of elevating and of grounding oneself’; ‘how it both leaves a trace and is the act of departing’.
Maybe as a preparation you should once walk the different horizontal lines: the water; the shoreline; the sand; the concrete; the paper;…. and practice both ‘leaving’ and ‘leaving traces’ – foot-prints of ‘writing as the shadows we cast’.
From here to there, where you are, my skin senses textures you explore from my tinseling toes, creeping up my ankles along my body to my wrist and my fingertips, which are guiding this pen over the paper – ‘the water surface’, the fluidity, which connects us all.
When I was a teenager and aspired to be a poet, I was very much inspired by a Dutch poet Hendrik Marsman, in particular by the following lines, which literally translated would read:
“He who wants to write
Shall write in the spirit of this Sea
Or won’t write at all.”
He was referring to the Mediterranean and I kept these lines for years as a motto of my own writing. They also urged me to move South as often as I could. First Italy, then Spain and later Greece and Cyprus, which is at ‘the heart of this Sea’ and which I will revisit soon enough, in early autumn.
I wish you a great second day and practice. And if the shadow of the blue chair colors in-between, it is me!
Warm embraces,
Guyx
tuesday, july 19th 2016
Rewriting Limassol
Third letter
Dear all,
I very much enjoy corresponding with you from a distance and reading your writing. In order to reach something at a distance, you can sometimes bring it closer or touch it with your sight as Lia states but if the distance is even further, words and writings can have the same effect. Your writing makes me present. It stirs my imagination and it recreates for me clear images and sensations: of Lia balancing on the railing or covering Lin’s ears after both of you sang a song to silence the noise of the hedge cutters; of Arianne creating a web, a mezz work of lines with paper and shadows; of the graffiti and the stains on the concrete of the terrace; of the three of you exchanging memories of loved ones or your present desires; of the blue fireflies of sneakers; of the sea and the sun rising;…
What a great way to start the practice in the sea, being cradled by waves, while the sun comes up.
The water – the fluidity
The earth – being grounded
The sun – heath and fire
The wind – stroking and touching our skin whenever we need it.
Reading Arianne’s and Lia’s writing after the first practice yesterday, I am reminded of how much I love balancing acts. Usually I am the one who would be balancing on the railing, but now Lia has taken up that role, to activate ‘the space of instability, risk and mystery’; the suspension in-between vertical and horizontal.
I am glad Jerome joined you today. The turtle is one of these animals that connect earth and sea. In the map of Venice you can recognize the head of a turtle meeting a dolphin. I remember how Jerome was very present when we practiced with Lia and Mala here in Vienna. How the tissue of the witness chair peeled off on Lia to become her turtle shield and how Lia’s drawing of the calligraphy on a turtle’s shield became the ideal cover and conclusion of my PhD. In a lot of cultures turtles are part of the myths of genesis, re-birth. And as we discovered many times, for the latter you have to let go and shed your old skin. I wish us all a lot of ‘shedding’ this week.
It is true that to be Limassol is to be ‘outside’. I do have strong memories of ending in the fountain in the square in front of the market when we performed Repeating Distance, many years ago: the sea stars and sea horses painted on the blue.
To run! The next chapter in Histoires de Gestes after walking, is about running, ‘half way between walking and jumping’. I translate freely:
‘Running presents two key moments, which decide the flexibility and the power of the action: the beginning and the end of the momentum (in French: élan). In the beginning of the momentum, the foot pushes against the ground and the body tilts forwards: that push, which combines the force of the muscles of thighs and calves permits the acceleration and needs to be accompanied by a forward projection of the runner. At the end of the momentum, the opposite foot re-finds the ground, with a light flexion of the knee to facilitate the landing. Between these two moments the body is, for a brief moment, suspended in the air, as in a jump.’
Run! Jump! Be suspended! In-Between! And off balance!
Let the wind touch you! The sun heath you! The waves cradle you! The ground support you!
Play with the kittens! Stroke each other! And purr!
Let Jerome join you in his own slow ancient rhythm, connecting earth and sea!
Be the middle!
And shed!
Lets hold a hurdle race for turtles!
Yours, at a distance,
Guyx
wednesday, july 20th 2016
Rewriting Limassol
Fourth letter
Dear all,
As Lin stated in today’s letter, we know from experience that the Wednesday – the third day; the middle day – is always an unexpected break through. We still have to be careful: Mind the gap! But we can also allow ourselves to fail, to walk backwards,… and by doing so discover new ways to rewrite the distances, which turn out to be much shorter than we originally thought they would be.
The healing continues to advance well, with some strange, magic side effects. So I allowed myself to do again my yoganidra practice this morning to have a clearer sense of the energy flows inside my body. I also consulted the I-Ching, which I hadn’t done for a long time – the previous entry in my little I-Ching diary was from July 25th, 2013, almost exactly three years ago. I use a version of the book, which was given to me by Marie-Josee, an ex-dancer of Cie Marie Chouinard who was my first introduction to Montreal in 1991. I also always use three old Greek, 100 Drachme coins to throw the lines.
Today, I didn’t have a particular question but just wanted to check in with my general state of being and look what I throw:
- Yih – Enthusiasm – The Earth below and Thunder above.
It is one of the few signs of the 64 that explicitly mentions music and dance!
On the level of Artha – our social, earthly life, the interpretation reads:
‘This is the hexagram of music that moves. This is the music that gathers together and inspires feelings of brotherhood and common cause. (…) It is music that unites those who play it and listen to it, elevating them. If you are a musician, this is the kind of music that you make. If you are not a musician, you still make this kind of music in whatever you do and inspire similar enthusiasm in those with whom you work or live or socialize.’
And the Moksha section about our spiritual life is even more explicit.
‘In the music-dance ritual of ancient China, where ancestors were invited back to dance and sing, the music and dance, so in tune with the rhythms and shapes of the great flux, could weave itself through the barriers of Time and reach into the past. Joined with their re-appeared ancestors in transcendent enjoyment of the same music, the participants were united with the One and All.’
If I read your writings of the second day, it feels the ancestors, whether saints or pirates, were gathering to join you. And so will I! At a distance, I feel very connected and close!
Warm embraces,
Guyx
PS: Thanks for repairing the pencil!
thursday, july 21st 2016
First practice, all together.
Today, I joined you and we practiced together for the first time. On the way to the site, I was reminded how the heath already prepares and grounds our bodies.
While Lia and Lin went to get the blue chair, Arianna and I taped some of the paper to the railing, letting the wind play with it, like Tibetan flags but this time pure white, not yet written upon.
Arianna started, picking up with her body the vibrations of the wind playing with the paper. Lin joined her and there was a dialogue about seeing and not seeing. Then Lia went in, who was in a story telling mood, telling stories of the city.
When I finally joined, I discovered the quality of the tape and we continued to create spider webs, mesh works, all through the practice. When it was my turn to run the pathway in the shape of the infinity sign, I picked up a pile of debris, colored cables and created with them a huge peacock tail. Much later, I found myself lying on the ground underneath a new web, that Arianna had spun for me, going through some epileptic fits, until my feet were able to find their way up in the sky, breaking the spell of the web.
In between, black and white, male and female changed roles, honoring the great Lemesos’ tradition of carnival. Lin and Lia got themselves black beards and moustaches and I got a pair of tits and a mini-skirt so that Lia could chase me around and squeeze my ass, while Arianna run off in the distance with the paper I had given her to guard. She returned as a bride.
friday, july 22nd 2016
First performance
It was wonderful to perform Rewriting Distance again for a larger audience. Although the site was challenging, we succeeded in making it very inclusive and intimate.
There were a lot of kids and they seemed fully engaged, which is always a good sign. I developed a touching relationship with Marius, the half of a pair of male twins, who offered me his teddy bear in consolation.
We tricked Lia in having to start and she created out of that a brilliant way to address the audience, both individually and as a community: ‘Do I know you?’ ‘You, I know only for 40 percent.’
From there on, we oscillated between the comic, the light hearted and the serious: waving an SOS-flag for Leme-SOS; running for each other and taping myself in with a corset to lose some weight or to change gender again.
I love this place and its people!
saturday, july 23rd 2016.
On Saturday we did two more performances. We found both an ease and a depth in the practice: continuing to draw outlines of bodies on the platform, playing with gender and androgyny and running together. Highlighting Lia’s original question: ‘Who will we run for?’
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lin snelling
day one
day two
…. the Medi-terran-ean …
yes,
How the city called Limassol goes out and in
day three
day four
(We do 2 half hour practices … Guy has joined us here in Limassol!)